Thursday, November 08, 2007

I woke up this morning for the last time in Antigua, Guatemala. I woke up for the last time to birds and volcanos and flowers. Tonight we're going into Guatemala City to stay at the Westin because our flight leaves so early on Friday. So this is it. Our final day. I've dreamt of this day for over a year, trying to imagine what it would be like. I can't put it into words, at least right now. I'm on the edge emotionally, and today is going to be very bittersweet. We're headed to Chichicastenango with our friend Melissa and I want to enjoy myself without focusing on the fact that as soon as we get back, we're leaving. So, friends, I'm putting my emotions on the shelf right now and am going to go live my last day in Guatemala.

On a separate note, I'd like to send you all to my aunt Sheila's blog . She, her husband and older daughter are currently in China with my aunt and cousin, on their pick-up trip for their newest daughter, Gracie. It's such a beautiful thing to watch their family come together. Congratulations Sheila, Ted, Lily and Gracie!

12 comments:

Katie said...

Wish I could be there to take you to Cafe Sky tonight! Take lots of deep breaths today, cry often, hug Mel nonstop. Praying for you off and on all day, friend! Could not be more excited for you.

to you and yours this holiday season...

Amanda said...

So, I am getting so weird looks this morning at work because I am sitting here crying as I read your blog. I will be praying for you all day!!! Remember...HIS STRENGTH IS MADE PERFECT WHEN WE ARE WEAK!!!

Hope to see you by computer on Sunday for your Toddler Shower.

Amanda said...

Sharon, I wanted to let you know that I now have my own blog now. I know you are busy but I would love for you to check it out.

mandamohr.blogspot.com

Esther said...

Hi Sharon, I just stopped by to let you know that I am praying for safe travels and a wonderfully easy transition (that surpasses even your own understanding) for you and your family back in the states. May Gods blessings rest on you as you complete this part of your assignment and start the next!

Terry said...

Oh Sharon! I'm in tears....not just because Bella will be HOME tomorrow, but because no matter how much you want to go home, it's hard to leave Guatemala when you've fallen in love with it...and that comes from someone that was only there for 2 months.

Tomorrow, when the wheels of your plane leave Guatemalan soil, don't hold back the tears (I cried like a baby) and continue to let your emotions show for as long as you need to. You have a huge transition to make and it won't all be easy, but there are a world of people here supporting you, praying for you and loving you! Huge hugs!!!!! Enjoy your last day in Guatemala, for now.

Terry

Erin said...

I just don't have words today.
I'm praying for you.
Thank you for sharing your story so openly with so many people.

Love,
Erin

Eileen said...

It is sad to see you leave Antigua, especially now that the stress of the adoption is over and she is yours no matter what - now you realize how much you love Guatemala! I will also miss our daily chats, when you get home you will be so much busier that the relaxed times will disappear. But I am counting the days until I see you all on Dec 7 - Michael is upset he is not coming now, but really looking forward to May - he wants so much to hug Bella!!!!!

Enjoy your last moments and let's start planning a return trip! I miss Antigua too!

Gamma

Rebecca and Shannon said...

I hope you enjoyed that last day. Wow. We love you!

Brian Di said...

Sharon:
We are so sad that you are leaving your home and the only one that Bella has known. We are EXTREMELY happy that you are returning!!!!!

Please travel safely and enjoy the last few hours in our beloved city.

ABCNDi

Blessed Mommy said...

hope you enjoyed every single second of your last day (and don't worry, visits back are always a grand possibility!!)

Unknown said...

OH gosh, I sobbed like crazy both times I left Guatemala with my babies in my arms and I was only there days at a time. The feeling of taking them from the beautiful land where they were born is overwhelming, even though you are going home and you are overjoyed. A very bittersweet moment. So cry all you want and pray and hug your family. I will be praying for a smooth transition to home for you all!

Valerie said...

Just want you to know we are thinking about you all today. Enjoy this next stage in the adventure of parenting!
Valerie, Greg & Gabe