God has spoken to me through His Word, my friends, a book I'm reading, a video I've seen.... when I stop and listen, I can hear Him. And what an amazing thing it is to realize that what you are hearing is the very voice of God. He has called me to action and has comforted my fears and sadness. He has talked to me about my worth and given me new eyes to see myself with. He has opened my eyes to injustices, poverty, and desperation and I've heard his disappointment with these things. He talks to me of peace and generosity, of patience and willingness to serve. And He reminded me yesterday that He has brought me to this place so that His will can be done through me.
Let that sink in.
This is His adoption, His desire for Bella. We are part of her story because we followed God's calling.
And it's more than that. I'm humbled more than I can explain by the sheer number of people who have contacted me, telling me that I am an inspiration to them or that they are impressed with the grace I've shown throughout this process. Quite honestly, it's hard for me to think about because I just don't see myself that way. It's hard for me to even type this paragraph, acknowledging those statements publicly. But I need to because I feel that it is part of why I am here. There are people I've never met who are touched by our story and who are following along with our journey. And maybe one of them is struggling in their own life or adoption or marriage. I have to acknowledge that if God can speak to me through my friends or a sunset or an email, He can speak to others through me.
I sincerely hope that who I am and what I do is pleasing to Him.
Thank you, all, for your support and especially for your prayers.
In Christ,
Sharon
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
God Speaks
Posted by Sharon at 11:50 AM
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Beautifully put by a beautiful person with a beautiful outlook about life!
Julie
that was amazingly put and gave me chills.
for some reason today (longBORING STORY) I had a religious epiphany as well & have rededicated myself to my Jewish path.
I never veered off per se but for some reason it smacked me in the face (again. what can I say? Im slow) that what I need is within me.
thinking of you,
Carla
Wow, friend. I love it. God is using you, a lot actually. More than you or I will ever know, I'm sure. The writing is all the wall or at least stuck there. Love it, dear friend.
This was just beautiful, Sharon...thank you so much for sharing your heart...I love when you do!! MORE MORE MORE!!
You know, we used to tell the teenagers at church, "If God can choose to speak through Balaam's A** (um, Donkey), He can choose to speak through you." (see Numbers 22)
NOT that I am comparing you to a donkey...(!!!)
I guess what I am trying to say is, our whole human perspective on life is upended when we realize it's not about us--it's about God. You have set a wonderful example of that very truth for me, and I think that's why God can speak through you to others. Because you have humbled yourself enough to listen for His Voice, He's using you to be His instrument in some really powerful ways. That is just the most beautiful thing about God, I think.
I pray that you will just keep on listening and keep on talking and keep on keeping on...
love you--ash
sorry i've been gone & am late chiming in on this, but...
sharon... isn't this journey just amazing??? not always painless or what we'd maybe choose in our human-ness, but, none-the-less amazing...
love to you & always my prayers will continue...
humbled in Him,
angie
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